It’s funny how becoming a mom is so unimaginable. We all have our twisted view of what it means to be a mom; what we will and wont do and not to sound too cliché.
Nothing can ever prepare you for becoming a mom.
I don’t want anyone to think that this is a post about what type of moms are the best or just how hard it is to be a mom, because its not. I’m here to say I’m sorry and I was wrong.
I vowed I never use the tv to escape, that I’d have all the time in the world for my son but in reality I’ve broken every single promised I made prior to becoming a mom. It’s such a strange part of my life, because I’ve always considered myself to an honest person who sticks to the rules. In reality the relentlessness of motherhood grinds you down. Its chips aways at your goals, until you’re left in survival mode for what seems forever. I’m lucky, I get time off and it stills gets to me.
Before I became a mother, I used to perch on my stool all high and might as say, I just don’t understand….. We’ll I’m here to say sometime you need to walk a mile in someone else’s shoes before you can truly understand and I’m sorry I didn’t understand before.